Welcome back jiffy, :)

Hello people, it's been awhile I didn't update and stuff. I've been busy for these day. and cause of that, I missed Transformers & Harry Potter. to be frank, it's not really good to watch even though I got it both pirated. plus it's illegal to get pirated copies right? but, I did. omg don't get me wrong. I just bum into a cd guy and he was like, "eh dik mari mari beli ni murah ni" and I was like, okayyyy. I just pay RM10 for two brand new movies. haha. haihh that's really not what I got in my mind. supp!

Kayyyy, all I wanna say is, im so glad and happy to get back on my track. every chaos I made, every smell I did, and every single word I said, it was ended by full stop. and we're acting like normal just like before. and I love you friend. I do. hihi Im just so happy. :P

Tiny burst.

Heyy people,

I've been so depressed these few days. hmm. it just I googling around how patient my parents are. even though I've hurt them like a lot but somehow, they forgive me. it just me! who didn't appreciate them. I just simply let my emotion out. truth to be told, I made my dad cried. just cause of I didn't pick up his calls. when I'm all around with my friends. seems like tiny things that un-think-able right? but I just don't know how to stop making chaos over and over again. hey readers, do you ever re-think on how you treat your parents? how hard they raising us up? how hurt we made them? I just can't let these fingers tapping out what's going on in my mind. but I just felt regret but I know I'll do it again. the hardest thing is, say sorry. my tongue like stuck. like frozen. I don't know what I'm thinking about but, hmm. I remember when my dad bought me school shoes, nasi goreng when my mum is not around, hug me when I burst out my latency feelings, and even scold me on little things. but me? I did nothing better than hurt him. all I do is, keep hurting him. but he never give up to give his best to correct me. I felt like a sinner. yes I do. don't you? for these 17 years they've been raised me and the score is,

0 againts 100. I did nothing to lead the happiness to them. hmm. Imma hard-headed, rude, and mean.

Ayah && Mama , even how bad I am, how rude I am, I still your daughter. I've been trying to keep trying to be a good girl that shines you both Ayah, Mama. forgive me. :(

Oh, sexy mollie.

Heyyyyyy,

sumpah aku malas gila nak update. kena baca sesiapa punya blog dulu nak dapat kan inspirasi. and as usual, Umie punya blog lah jadi sumber kan? haha. today was fun. was hot. was sexy mollie there toooo ! :D ada Larian Satu Malaysia. haha. bersemangat gila doh. kitorang duduk paling depan. haha. then bila part aerobic aku paling suka. :D

Julingan. haha <3

Heheeee <3

The fun-est thing is, I can see sexy-mollie. hihi. how I wish he knows that he is sooo sexy ! haha lol

I HAVE MY OWN SOUL TO LIVE UP

Hello,

I found a piece of paper. it could be from someone's diary. haha lets read it!

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I wanna ask y'all something. do you have best friend? or like a group of best friend? of course you do right? :D

but not me. hihi. I have once before. it consist nine of us. haha. so many ha? haha. but, ya know. sky isn't always bright. so one day, one of us and me had fought each other. which I don't know what am I up against to. like what did I do bro? but I don't ever mind that. the rest, the were all, "what happened to both of you. and I just said I don't know. after all, she decided to not talking to me right. so whats better for me to do than just remain silent. the rest being concerned to me. i felt good. and thanks god fr keeping me with them. HAHA! wake up. it just remain for awhile. they started to ignore me like SHE did. they didn't even invite me to join them like hangout? just like we did together before. now I realized how they are actually. but I don't really care about that cause ever since they did this to me, they just nothing to me. if they being good, so do i. what for I'm being terhegeh-hegeh to ones that slightly not interested in me. I got pride maynnnn. not just pieace of shit you can simply do like that. but, for me, Im still good as your bestfriend (not to SHE, to the rest) haha. for me lah, I just want to remind to all of you,

what goes around, comes around.

I never give a fuck on what you've done.

it just Im being concerned,

cause,

KARMA IS A BITCH , jeyeah :)

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Hey Im done reading. what about you? it's a nice story ha? and I'm liking it. hihi. for those who might get offended, you're pleased to do that. haha. regarding to this piece of paper, the writer might can be nicest friend but if anyone did shit to her, she can extremely change. haha toodles! night. :D

Hint Gives You A Hint.

I went to watch Priest. the story was all about The Holly-shit-ass trying to expose how holly the Priest to fight against vampires. and the subtitle were such a disturbance. -.- the lines keep repeating how holy their god are. thanks to Allah. I still got iman. :D toodles. night.